saving every moment of it.
Sunday, December 20, 2009, 12:53 AM
im in a dilemma.you know im angry, but i dont know how to put it in words here.
(post by mun)
I failed and im not really surprised cos i didnt do my best during the papers.i did not study and didnt bothered bout anything.and this is what i get for not studying hard enough to get promoted.so i’ve made my decisions to take private courses for fashion.i’m scared to part with my friends but life still have to move on.i know i cant find any other friends like them which u can just share anything from bf to our bad habits to home problems.i cant imagine(for now) how i would life without them and i know i have to be independent and i cant always depend on them.now that the results are released i know that this is a test from Allah Almighty to show how strong we are to go on with life.lastly i thought that my friends who are promoted to study hard and we will always be friends forever promise*tears roll down my cheeks*
and then tears rolled down my cheeks too.
Friday, December 18, 2009, 7:13 PM
well hello,incase u are wondering..
im promoted to sec 5 alhamdullilah :)
ahaaa, was freaking scared, wanted to cry before the results and all-all.
thanks for the wishes guys :) i sure didnt disappoint u and the teachers.
but i didnt get the top student/ sobs. 14 points wasnt enough i guess :(
but i get to play netball next year! yey. and the jersey is super nice! haha.
i cant wait.
tunggu apa lagi? mari kluar and enjoys.
and im sure gonna miss my gfs, from 7 down to 3 :(
powerpuff girls lah konon :)
*ive had it with ur shit*
lost for words.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 2:28 PM
gasp for air- results will be in 3 days time and im already imagining myself failing and looking at my results slip with emb3- nil.
and then i look up to my teachers who help me alot and already have faith that ill put it through to sec 5, with tears rolling down my cheecks.
and that i wont return for netball practice on sat.
well reality check! its still tueday babe!
and did i mention i worked my arse off yesterday 1-11, then i had some tears shed cause everytime i did cashier, im such a failure with this wrong that wrong, bloody hell.
and everything seems so wrong this days, i think im just down with pms.woots.
and who needs boys in my life when i have my storybooks back! wee.
i dont know where we are leading to seriously-
tomorow's a match with al-falah. hahahahahahhahahaha.
you know i cant wait for that, and i hope they dont have stupid empires who will call for stepping when its 1 and a half steps. hello!
and im frustrated that my ear piece can only hear on side. but bershukur ada satu side nk dgar, amin. and im so getting a psp for myself! next month, after my pay, yey. and also a camera. yey. 300 burn and im happy bout it.
i miss my seven sun-dals and cant wait to meet them up on friday.
hoping for the best, friday oh friday. kalau boleh, nk pergi haji doa.
and and its been long since i wanted to go to anderson wave or henderson wave. idiot!
tu dut-tudut tudut tudut.
Saturday, December 12, 2009, 10:15 PM
well well well, date just called me up from MALAYSIA TRULY ASIA. at first i thought who, i dont recognise his voice, cause he's oh so far away. moving along, hes such an ____ lor i tell u.
i was like,
warda: who are u in the hotel with?
date: alone ah, my mum and dad went to another hotel.
warda: OHHH, NO WONDER YOU CALL ME, CAUSE YOU SCARED RIGHT!
date: no, its cause i miss you.
warda: peeeegi dahh!
then.. he called me from malaysia right.
then i said,
warda: i think u should hang up the phone, cause like, later ur mum's bill will boom.
date: its okay lah, sometimes only what.. its okay all of this is sacrifices for you, pengorbanan tau.
warda: kimak! menyampah sak! *hangs up*
no la. hahaha. i continued talking and listen to his nonsense (although i know its not true after all!) boo.
moving along.. i went to watch netball nations cup just now. so boring, didnt get any gifts and no fights FOR all the matches sia. wahlau. i think if i play ah sure got. ainks. and we played against the marsiling csc yesterday, for all i know, i didnt want to be injured and so, i rileks-rileks only. its was nice getting to play with izzati, arianah, yue ting and alicia. miss them loads ♥
and and, you know for singapore, the most valuable player awards goes to this girl (in which i forgot her name, cause she wasnt my fan) her soon to be husband, proposed to her know!!!!!
and i was like telling date, he should have been there, so it would be my turn after her's. hehe. aink. i cried sia, tears of joy lah konon.
then..
head home just now with me and nad taking 969 and qama and jan taking 168. cause i was SURE that 969 was faster, in which it was alright! and i wanted to stand firm, i think i should become a lawyer cause u know, i was, fighting for the justice of 969 bus drivers that they are faster that the old and lousy 168 bus drivers *kakpuih!*
alright, im going to sleep, before that..
i thought tiger woods looked like a nice man, but.. looks can be deceiving ya?
i thought tiger woods looked like a nice man, but.. looks can be deceiving ya?
"I am deeply aware of the disappointment and hurt that my infidelity has caused to so many people, most of all my wife and children," said Woods.
"I want to say again to everyone that I am profoundly sorry and that I ask forgiveness. It may not be possible to repair the damage I've done, but I want to do my best to try," he added.
who would want to forgive him?
thats why i dont want a rich boyfriend!
but then..
haha.
as long
as i can eat, cheesefries and kfc chiken everyday its okay already :)
i so love her hair.
as i can eat, cheesefries and kfc chiken everyday its okay already :)
i so love her hair.♥
i cant hold my tears for long and i dont care what people think about me, thank you.links ♥
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